I don't argue that I was wrong at the very beginning, I should have left unspoken rather than expressing all out loud like that. I really don't know myself why I have to do such thing. Mostly I know it won't good but still I did against the fact, really damn suck. I'm a kind of person who rarely do thing without clear mind or thinking, but how come that time I...??? Oh God, really unbelievable of me, man! I realize that I seem to make things to messy by now, shouldn't have done that :(. Anyway, life's pretty last long journey that keeps you're walking, sometimes you have to pause or stop for a while to see or look back what left behind so that it might make you travel back time, but in other words, you don't need to look back whatsoever so that you will have more clear focus on your journey. You should know that if you pause you will short your way up to your life a little bit shorter, right? Surely correct...only words said but hard to act real and some more you can't just see the way you say and compare to what in real life. It's complicated to decide, to deal with, to endure with sometimes. If you don't have big and high guts to do it, you will never...whatever I would be the one who wronged from the beginning and by now I should learn from that mistake, do not let history repeat!
Before I leave, I have one thing to say for real that "At some point, you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart and memory, but not in your life.".
